notes for spring

thurs. 4/28: homework. lab report. last jumpstart. phone struggle. lonely. dearborn hangout. wine. bus #87 2x. his grandma died.
fri. 4/29: asthma. quiz. illegal printing (60+ pages). lazy in bed. fight. make up on phone. sit on porch. listen to music. drink beers. smile. meet casey/dave. burritos. steal flower. trip on sidewalk. say hello. say goodbye. come home. go to sleep.
sat. 4/30: early wake-up. goof off (2 hours). breafast @ renee's cafe. liquor store. rain. spring fling (cancelled). margaritas (circa 1:00). talk to beth. walk around. more drinking (12 straight hours). spoon amy. asshole. build a fort. seder. singing. darts. cooking. try to stay there. get upset. come home. sleep terribly.
sun. 5/1: call in the am. fall back asleep. come over. try to not break up. get sad. fall back asleep. realize i'm fine without boys. get jstart materials. shower. coffee shop for homework. M (the movie). get bored. leave so don't get sick. coffee shop again. steal food. bullshit (at dearborn, 1.5 hours). back home. soon: study, go to sleep.

lessons learned: chill out. stop being dramatic. don't lose this one. don't give it up atleast. don't become a professional alcoholic. fall in love with a masseur so your back doesn't hurt. don't be a baby. smile. big. like smile real big. it's spring.