the last time of the year

i have been touching my nearly almost healed wound constantly expecting it to become less sensitive, but it never does.

i realize i don't have to date anyone. i don't think i want to, so hey, keep your distance. i am tired of forcing things and struggling through emotions that don't even matter.

i am doing a little more work and then heading out to amherst. i hope my ipod doesnt break like usual.