that was a strange phone call

so i'm waiting to hear back about this job at a bookstore. i already got a parttime job at bookstore 1, but bookstore 2 is cuter and has fulltime positions availible. however, my interview there was mediocre and the manager kept saying "this job is incredibly exhausting." anyway so bookstore 2 calls me today and i miss the call. i call back and the guy is like, "oh, sorry, i actually i called you accidentally. i meant to call someone else to turn them down for a job but i picked up the wrong application." weird. so at least i didn't not get the job yet.

i hate not knowing what i'm going to be doing/ how i'm going to afford rent etc. this summer. i will be a lot happier in a couple weeks when this all gets settled.

i also hate being sick in such nice weather. it feels unnatural.

i do not hate living with megan, because it really is true that she cooks/ bakes every twenty minutes or so. last night i got home from a "noise"/ "free folk" show at 1am and there were chocolate chip peanut butter cookies in the oven. perfect.

i should really clean my room and do laundry. i don't know if this will happen. whatever i end up doing today, i will most likely be blowing my nose and/or wearing a bmx helmet while i do it.