see well

today was a better day. beth and i started it off with a lay out in the sun in our respective back yards. i was only out long enough to read a very short chapter. we travelled to ohio city, did some thrift shopping, got some soup at the souper market, went to the coffee shop and made approximately four new fans. the conversation all started because of a segway. some DB drove by on one and we made fun of him. basically we struck up a conversation and he i was offered me a job giving segway tours. the making fun of engaged the boys sitting next to us and all in all we made 4 new friends. they conveniently work at a very fun bar. i'm networking my way up in this town one boy-desperate-for-a-girlfriend at a time. the bad attitude and making fun of the bands they used to be part of gets them every time.

we then shopped at the mall. let me tell you, there is no reason why girls in clevo should struggle in style. i found some good stuff and wish i had a job where i wasnt making less than minimum wage. i'm going to call about a nannying job tomorrow. regarding boston, sue said she can squeeze me in. im going to have to wait until monday to discuss it all, but it is feasible and so it scares me. i thought for sure she'd say no, but well, now im in a pickle because i would love to live in amy's living room, spoon her etc. but i dont know if i can swing it money wise. things are starting to pick up with the palz here. we just need bikes, or cars.

i started the summer with three hopes: a boy, a puppy, and a job. i could have the boy if i wanted, but he's in boston. that doesn't work so well. i really just want to go on dates and do cute stuff like that (hand-holding, flower giving/picking, walks, cooking, dinners out, meeting for breakfast etc.), but he's not that type nor are dates on a phone possible. thinking about it, he's not even really the type to want a reason to get dressed up or appreciate me looking cute. i'm not his type. i haven't enjoyed our conversations lately and i think im starting to like my distance. the puppy is in the works (i check the paper every day). and i have a job, its just not a good one. when i cut it down, things are fine.