all i ever wanted was to be your spine

so to clevo and back.
i still feel a little bit sick. i also still feel like an idiot for missing my flight and having to drive back today. shit.

i got new boots and if i had a camera, i would post a picture because, yes, they are that cute.

after 6 straight days together, i decided to call it quits with paul. i am "junking" the car so to say. we got along better in those days in cleveland than i think we ever have, but we still didn't get along swimmingly. relationships are supposed to be fun. you're supposed to love the other person and want to spend time with them. they are not supposed to be a chore and a constant fight or struggle. i'm worn down on this whole thing so i gave it up. i will probably miss him though.

back to the grind.